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About Me Member General Poet AlyssaFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Confused as F***ing Hell

Sun Nov 22, 2009, 1:51 PM
So I got a girl named Daz right. Started out as a crush that all I did was flirt with. Then she started flirting back and I thought, hey maybe this could be something more. She asked me out and I said hell yeah! So then something tragic happens and all I wanna do is cry and be held and be comforted. I didn't get that from her. I got that from my new friend and someone that happens to have a crush on my sister.
Daz saw the crusher hugging me and ( I think) got jealous. Telling her to back off and asking me if I was okay. I'm trying so hard not to cry and she's asking me if I'm okay -_-. So I tell her and what happens? No hug, no comfort, not a freaking word. In the end I suck it in and couple days later a girl I used think I was in love with comes back into my life. I freak because I find im flirting with her. I look for my girl, she's sitting next to some boy. Turns out its her ex.
Next day Ashley tells me that my gf told her she wasn't sure if she was bi and still had a crush on her ex boyfriend, aka the boy she was sitting with. What the hell am i suppose to do now?

  • Mood: Distressed
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I believe in global warming, God, and Karma. I believe in miracles and world peace. I believe in justice and love at first sight.
I just don't believe in myself.

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  • Current Residence: in MY own little world
  • Interests: girls,boys, books, music, movies, drawing, writing...
  • Favourite movie: The Day After Tomorrow .
  • Favourite genre of music: whatever connects with what mood I'm in.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Walt Whitman and Rainer Maria Rilke
  • Favourite photographer: haha my sister =p
  • Favourite style of art: originality something with its own story to tell.
  • Favourite game: CANDYLAND!
  • Personal Quote: I am who I am and that's all I ever want to be.

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Guess what?
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I Kinda Totally miss you...
(>^.^)> :glomp:

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Thanks for the watch~

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True misery is knowing the only person you have ever loved cannot return your love; because of a stupid fucking religion.

"I shall raise the white flag when you raise the rainbow one."
:iconblackrosemyou:
Thank you loads for the favourite. <3

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True misery is knowing the only person you have ever loved cannot return your love; because of a stupid fucking religion.

"I shall raise the white flag when you raise the rainbow one."
:iconyouinventedme:
thanks for the :+fav: on me & the break


xo!

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OMG! I'm being watched O_O *this is my demented way of saying thanks for the watch*

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omg alllie!!! :glomp: eeeeppp!!!

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